I've had to face what a terrible person I am. Or, was. Or, can be.

And, I thought of you and all the shared negativity we've had. All the bad emotions. All the... sudden feeling like I need to be a jerk or that I need to work myself up into an emotional wreck when I see you, or have to think of you.

...and I want to let it go.

And I can't let it go without apologizing for all the bad things I've done. That were wrong.

So... I'm sorry.